It's been a boring week. School's started that's why. Haven't finish some of my homework. Can the school please don't count last year's stuff? Lemme turn over a new leaf this year. I'd cope better not having to rush my holiday homework while still receiving new homework everyday.
Somehow, I start to like CO practices nowadays. Must be because i'm almost a full time percussionist there. Just almost... Sometimes still have to go YQ. I don't dread it but just prefer percussion.
I'm thinking about CNY and I haven't shop for it yet. I'm not looking forward to this year's CNY...
I have more things to blog about when I think of band... Sometimes, i'm angry at the secondary 2s. I always wonder what's so hard with the things they always do wrongly but maybe we were like that in sec 2 too. Still, I can't remember myself being like that in the past. I get irritated easily during band. I think there's to many percussionist. I feel old. I can feel the sec 2s taking over soon. I don't feel like leaving the band. Sometimes I really regret not getting a gold for SYF. We might have an auditorium instead of the sports hall. We might have a proper band room instead of corridors, classroom or AVA room. We won't have to move the instruments around at every change of location. Everything will be more efficient for the percussionists.
I was looking at my pictures on facebook. Going through the 262 photos of myself. I miss those happy days, with the percussionist. As i'm nearing the graduating year, I feel that time is running faster. I'm afraid I can't do anything for the band anymore. So many people graduate and never come back. Maybe I'd be just as busy as them... I'm just blogging randomly, just thinking as I type.
Why are people telling me their problems? Do I look like a free person? I also have problems but it seems that confiding in someone else doesn't help much. Sometimes I hate mankind. Everybody's selfish. Yes, that's me selfish.
I want to study well this year. I really want to shake the principal's hand next year. Currently, i'm coping just well. I hope everything continues to flow gently. Don't disturb my plan to study well and score well. I need to score well.
I need to belong to the rich and the famous. I'm shallow.
I went for Breakfast At Tiffany's @ 11:37 PM
